DEAD

hey guys ,

well , i got a whole month full on my fasting and my raya was the best , cause this year it was my first time i went to my girlfriend's house with no weird actions , i meant by weird is something that i did last year which i came to her house like twice , the first time i looked like an idiot , which i need a lift went home and the second time i was randomly helping her family on chores and the soup that they made and which is absolutely weird too , still got need a lift back home but this year , i just got straight inside her house , meet her father and have a little talking with him , which i guess a bit bold for me , heh , and i did it.

actually , i dont have moods to talk bout this , its an old story , so , someone who real important to me , that i really care the most wants me dead , its not like its the first time that person told me something that unexpected words but its the third time , so i'm gonna deal with it and i'll just have to .... you know what , this is nonsense , i'm not gonna act like god or an emo , who talks about death or getting the idea that life is terrible , i cant take it with this world anymore or something like that but what i mean by dead is , if that person really wanna know how it feels if i'm dead , so i'm gonna give it , deal with it , its your wish , after all , i told you i'll give my all for you right , so if you're want it so much , i'll do it ,

you know , i really REALLY care bout you , you can talk all you want  , but if it does come to this ending , i'm not gonna hold you , so everyone , i just deactivated my facebook account , and deactivated my phone , you guys can considered i'm gone , and you , you can consider me dead , its your wish ,

THIS IS MY LAST POST (i guess) and i wish you guys good luck in life , be on top of your future , and nailed your aims , (bump chest) PEACE OUT !